Introducing Eden J Howells

Earlier this week, Eden J Howells – songwriter, artist, and founder of Queer Creatives London – put on a fantastic gig at Colours Hoxton in London. Unfortunately I was not there; the heatwave was triggering my POTS, making me anxious to travel by train, and it was too hot to take Daisy with me, which only made me more anxious (there was a warning on travel but I only reluctantly admitted defeated at the last possible moment). But I’ve been scrolling though the videos and photos on social media and oh my god, it looks like an incredible night. Eden is a fantastic indie-folk singersongwriter and if you haven’t listened to their music, I highly recommend doing so (my favourite is ‘aphrodite‘ but it’s a tough choice). Between Eden, their band, and multiple very cool special guests, the videos are a musical feast and I’m experiencing major FOMO but I’m very grateful to be able to at least get a peak at all of the stunning performances. The night was in aid of Eden’s fundraiser for top surgery and just watching these videos, I can feel the supportive atmosphere through my phone screen. It’s really moving to see people showing up for each other and the event raised over £4,000! This has been a huge leap forward for the fundraiser and the goal is definitely in sight – if you’d like to know more about it and read Eden’s story, then you can find it here

“Hello dear friend/kind stranger. My name’s Eden (they/them), I’m a 25 year old transmasc musician and community organiser from London. And I’m fundraising to get top surgery! I came out as non-binary in 2021 and started taking T in 2023. Top surgery is something I’ve wanted since I figured out I was trans, but I’ll be honest, it’s taken me a while to muster up the courage to share that with the world. But yay me for being brave! Here we go…” (x)

I’m very aware that many of us don’t have a lot of much money right now so if you can’t donate, that’s totally okay but if you can share the fundraiser, I would appreciate it and I know that Eden really would too. I don’t know them well – we’ve met a couple of times at gigs – but they are a wonderful person and a fantastic singersongwriter. And on a personal note, I think that it’s so, so important to see queer, trans, and/or neurodivergent people writing about their lives because their music gives people – so many people who have rarely heard their feelings and experiences reflected back to them in the music they listen to – validation, representation, and a safe space. This is something that has been such a central theme throughout my life, as both a listener and a songwriter – it’s something I strive for in my own music – and so it’s very inspiring to see people like Eden creating such beautiful work, especially as an independent artist. This whole topic could be a blog post of its own but I’ll stop there before I get too far down that particular rabbit hole… As I’ve already said, if you haven’t listened to Eden’s music, I highly recommend it and if you are able to, you can support them and their music here, where you can find their show dates and merch. They also have a Patreon if that’s more your kind of thing. Check out their song ‘people watching‘ here…

Thank you for reading (and hopefully listening!) and stay safe in this heatwave!

ALICE (Music Video) by Erin LeCount: A Very Emotional Analysis

TW: non-graphic discussions of eating disorders, mental health, trauma, hospitals, and therapy.

If you’re a regular reader of my blog, you’ll already know how much I love music and storytelling and songwriting, more than anything in the world: I love diving into the work of others and I love writing my own songs and nothing brings me more joy. I’ve been listening to Erin LeCount for over a year now and while I’ve been working on a broader piece about her songwriting and posting fun little EP analyses on TikTok (here and here), I’ve also been wanting to write about her most recent music video, for the song ‘ALICE,’ ever since it came out because it had such a profound impact on me. But between trying to unravel all of my thoughts around it and life stuff flying at me left, right, and centre, I just haven’t been able to get everything down with any sort of coherence. But now that The PAREIDOLIA Shows are about to happen and Erin has posted about having “something very special” planned for the performance of ‘ALICE,’ I wanted to get all of my thoughts down before I see it, before it can potentially change the way I feel about the song – I already know that I will only love it more (and maybe there will be a Part II to this post) but how I feel about it now is so precious to me that I wanted to document those feelings alongside analysing different elements of the video.


Of the songs on Erin LeCount’s latest EP, PAREIDOLIA, the song ‘ALICE’ didn’t immediately jump out to me as a favourite, not with ‘MACHINE GHOST’ and ‘DON’T YOU SEE ME TRYING?’ clamouring for my attention, competing for the top spot in my ranking. Those two songs immediately clicked for me and I felt them so deeply that it took me a while to start unpacking ‘ALICE’ and all of the layers in the lyrics and the storytelling.

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January 2026 in Photos

It has been such a long time since I last did a photo challenge that I actually forgot how much I enjoyed them until I was searching for something on my blog and came across an old post, an old photo challenge. I really enjoyed looking back through it and decided it was time to do another one.

So here we are. This is my January in photos.


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