Posted on November 2, 2026
TW: mentions of rape, recovery, reporting to the police, and dead end investigations but nothing explicit or graphic.
Luce, one of my very best friends and one of my very favourite people in the world, has just put out her new song and if you’ve ever believed anything I’ve ever said, believe me now when I tell you that you should listen to it. I first heard this song about six years ago and I have been waiting for this moment ever since, waiting for the day that the world gets to hear the first song of this incredible new project that Luce has been working on for so long. But the wait has been worth it because it’s everything I imagined it could be and more. Bearing witness to this creative journey has been a unique, surreal, and deeply special experience and I’m so excited for so many new people to find Luce’s music, for so many new people to make it part of their story in every possible way.
‘Haunted‘ is the first single from Luce’s upcoming album, Conversations With Myself, where she documents and writes her way through her recovery from rape. The song begins softly and with heartbreaking vulnerability as she details the aftermath of reporting her rapist to the police, her word against his, and the devastation of how that should be enough and yet somehow isn’t. Musically and lyrically, the song rises and falls but it never wavers from its core message: “I hope this haunts him.” Not her. Not you. It doesn’t rush and it doesn’t judge; it is a steady sentinel as you make your way into unknown territory. My life experiences are very different to Luce’s, and very different to the one described in the song, but listening to it has still made me cry multiple times and it gives me shivers every time I listen to it, even after all this time. At the end of the day, it isn’t the details that matter: it is the shared lived experience of women, of femme presenting people, that Luce is lending her voice to and doing so with so much care and love.
Luce has also partnered with Rape Crisis England & Wales in the release of ‘Haunted’ and her album to raise awareness, to increase understanding, to platform the voices of those who have experienced sexual violence, and to signpost her listeners to resources and support if they should need it. Here is the statement they’ve made about the partnership: “Rape Crisis England & Wales is a charity working to end sexual violence. Part of that work includes tackling attitudes about sexual violence and abuse, and also believing survivors and helping them get their voices heard. We are very excited to partner with Luce, and are in awe of how she has channelled her experiences into her music. At the time of writing this, we are finalising a written story piece that will feature on our website and be distributed to our wider audience via our newsletter (with 15k+ subscribers) and social media. We believe sharing real stories is a key part of raising awareness of the impact of sexual violence, but also to highlight the recovery and healing that can come after. To further support Luce in her mission to raise awareness, we’re happy for her to use the statistics quoted on our website, and signpost survivors to our national 24/7 Rape and Sexual Abuse Support Line.”

(The single artwork for ‘Haunted,’ photograph by Aniella Weinberger and editing by Luce.)
Read MorePosted on June 8, 2026
TW: brief description of getting tattooed and brief mention of self harm.
Back at the beginning of April, I had a very fun, unique experience: after watching the first series of the YouTube show, Spectrum Ink, I kept an eye on their social media and applied to be a part of their second series. Bringing together awareness of neurodivergence and tattoos was something I was very excited by – both are special interests for me – and when I saw that they were specifically looking to explore stories of service/assistance animals, it felt like a sign from the universe. I’d had a Daisy inspired tattoo on my list practically since I got her and this seemed like the perfect opportunity. So I applied with my idea. was chosen to join the second series, and my episode has just gone up on YouTube…
Meet Lauren – a singer-songwriter from Brighton who was late-diagnosed with Autism, Inattentive ADHD, OCD & CPTSD. Lauren visits Bleeding Hearts Tattoo Studio in Nottingham alongside her Autism Assistance Dog, Daisy, named after Daisy Johnson from Marvel’s Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D., a character whose power to generate and manipulate vibrations resonates deeply with Lauren as an autistic woman. Today, Lauren is getting Daisy’s paw print tattooed – designed by artist Teddy and placed exactly where Daisy stands by her side – as a permanent tribute to the bond that changed her life. Together they talk the sanctuary of songwriting as a neurodivergent person, being a Taylor Swift Super Fan, the life-changing impact of an assistance dog, and why speaking up and protesting your cause matters. 🐾 (x)
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Posted on May 12, 2026
TW: non-graphic discussions of eating disorders, mental health, trauma, hospitals, and therapy.
If you’re a regular reader of my blog, you’ll already know how much I love music and storytelling and songwriting, more than anything in the world: I love diving into the work of others and I love writing my own songs and nothing brings me more joy. I’ve been listening to Erin LeCount for over a year now and while I’ve been working on a broader piece about her songwriting and posting fun little EP analyses on TikTok (here and here), I’ve also been wanting to write about her most recent music video, for the song ‘ALICE,’ ever since it came out because it had such a profound impact on me. But between trying to unravel all of my thoughts around it and life stuff flying at me left, right, and centre, I just haven’t been able to get everything down with any sort of coherence. But now that The PAREIDOLIA Shows are about to happen and Erin has posted about having “something very special” planned for the performance of ‘ALICE,’ I wanted to get all of my thoughts down before I see it, before it can potentially change the way I feel about the song – I already know that I will only love it more (and maybe there will be a Part II to this post) but how I feel about it now is so precious to me that I wanted to document those feelings alongside analysing different elements of the video.
Of the songs on Erin LeCount’s latest EP, PAREIDOLIA, the song ‘ALICE’ didn’t immediately jump out to me as a favourite, not with ‘MACHINE GHOST’ and ‘DON’T YOU SEE ME TRYING?’ clamouring for my attention, competing for the top spot in my ranking. Those two songs immediately clicked for me and I felt them so deeply that it took me a while to start unpacking ‘ALICE’ and all of the layers in the lyrics and the storytelling.
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Hi! I’m Lauren Alex Hooper. Welcome to my little blog! I write about living with Autism Spectrum Disorder, ADHD, OCD, CPTSD, depression, and anxiety, as well as other health issues including hEDS and POTS.
I’m an alt-pop singer-songwriter (it’s my biggest special interest and I have both a BA and MA in songwriting) and my most recent EP, Too Much And Not Enough, Vol. 1, is available on all music platforms and is the first in the series of works based on my experiences as an autistic person.
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