I have now been taking Amitriptyline for about six weeks so it’s probably time to take a step back and get some perspective.
I’ve been in what feels like the lowest place I’ve ever been for the past month. But recently there’s been a slight shift. It’s so slight that saying ‘I feel better,’ feels like a gross over exaggeration and fills me with anxiety. But it is there and that’s really frightening to me. I’ve spent weeks feeling like I’m suffocating, like I can’t possibly survive feeling like this for another minute, but now that that’s not the case, I’m honestly terrified.